Me, tak Bersih, 3.0
It has been such a long time since I've written anything here. I guess this blog is only relevant when I'm experiencing particular moods, whether I'm bummed out or elated. As it is with my own soul-searching presently, this blog's purpose is still undoubtedly, unknown.
In my 27 years of living...oh gosh I'm actually 3 years shy of 30...hahaha...anyway...I've never felt so lost, so unsure, so in doubt of myself. Hello, am i supposed to have attained an epiphany somewhere between quitting my job and picking my teeth from last nights chicken lodged in a crater-like hole in my wisdom tooth, not to mention getting even more acquainted with my duvet?
Yes, after much deliberation (or some may say desperation) I left my job as a QS last month. A huge weight was lifted from my shoulders but that was just temporary... My screw ups at work still haunt me from time to time, making a mockery of my inability to let go....
Aaaaaaand,
I dwell...A bona fide dweller...I'm not too fond of it, coz being a dweller feeds my paranoid self with seeds of doubt, no no, more like huge servings of blackish-greenish gooey bitter thoughts and chunks of negative assumptions...I'm a walking and ticking time-bomb...waiting to explode and spew out verbal abuse..Having no mercy to those nearby...The collateral damage is worse...Especially when the damage done is irreversible...
I guess with all this doubt, uncertainties and insecurities have turned me to become someone very bitter. I am a victim of my own poison. But can you blame me entirely if I got some help with the stirring... Just let it go they say. They being my conscience. They being my rational self..Haih, I guess the Jekyll in me is stronger.
I'm sorry that saying sorry is not enough.
Your anger infuriates me.
I am melting, evaporating, and exasperated.
Forks and spoons, giddy swoon.
Now can anyone tell me how to reinstall Diablo III??
In my 27 years of living...oh gosh I'm actually 3 years shy of 30...hahaha...anyway...I've never felt so lost, so unsure, so in doubt of myself. Hello, am i supposed to have attained an epiphany somewhere between quitting my job and picking my teeth from last nights chicken lodged in a crater-like hole in my wisdom tooth, not to mention getting even more acquainted with my duvet?
Yes, after much deliberation (or some may say desperation) I left my job as a QS last month. A huge weight was lifted from my shoulders but that was just temporary... My screw ups at work still haunt me from time to time, making a mockery of my inability to let go....
Aaaaaaand,
I dwell...A bona fide dweller...I'm not too fond of it, coz being a dweller feeds my paranoid self with seeds of doubt, no no, more like huge servings of blackish-greenish gooey bitter thoughts and chunks of negative assumptions...I'm a walking and ticking time-bomb...waiting to explode and spew out verbal abuse..Having no mercy to those nearby...The collateral damage is worse...Especially when the damage done is irreversible...
I guess with all this doubt, uncertainties and insecurities have turned me to become someone very bitter. I am a victim of my own poison. But can you blame me entirely if I got some help with the stirring... Just let it go they say. They being my conscience. They being my rational self..Haih, I guess the Jekyll in me is stronger.
I'm sorry that saying sorry is not enough.
Your anger infuriates me.
I am melting, evaporating, and exasperated.
Forks and spoons, giddy swoon.
Now can anyone tell me how to reinstall Diablo III??
posted by soedaydah at 12:45 AM
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