Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Blink

Its almost a year since i've last written anything here..Dah bersawang laman sesawang saya...

This used to be an outlet for me to vent out any outburst or share the delightful accounts of my mundane day to day life...but i guess complacency has taken over the best of me....when in actual fact i feel like im bursting at the seams (quite literally nowadays) with all that pent up anger and at times excitement to share...yes no doubt i do have someone i can share everything with ( I LAPS YOU BABY!!), this blog was like the echo to my thoughts...when u write the things u mean to say or do, even though half of them do not materialize it does in a bit come to life in the flow of words that are typed here...

and if u can't already notice once you've reached the third sentence, things have become rusty....writing i mean....i've been used to writing letters, emails, faxes and reports for work that it is difficult to control myself from saying " Referring to the above and our previous meeting, kindly find attached the above tabulation for your perusal and onward action"...." your prompt response is highly appreciated....."""" aaaaaarrrrghhhh....i need a creative outlet....not that im saying i was blardy creative and artistically sound before.....hey in my world i was frikkin piccasso ok!!! suke hati aku lah....

i got yelled at a meeting today.maybe yell is an exaggeration ...heheh....i was told if i can't do an estimate in half an hour i am not a good QS.....surprisingly i was not defensive heck i didnt even blink, nor fidget or felt like my blood was boiling and i was about to hurl out profanity at that person..instead i felt calm and rather amused.....coz i find what he said was TRUE.....i am NOT a good QS....at times i dont know what i am doing...but in my defense, trying to be a good QS does not necessarily mean u can do an estimate in 30 minutes, but its about being able to give an almost precise figure that is comprehensive and a good reflection of the intention or Work in question....although i am taking 1 week to do that...hahahahaha.....hey the last drawing received yesterday kot! ok stop it right there...why do i have to pollute this space with work....so i am not a good QS.....is there a legitimate profession for an awesome blow job expert?

i am fat...i've packed on almost 10kgs in this past year...countless times i've been asked about my "pregnancy" and "due date"...countless times i've repeated that i am not pregnant hence no due date....and the best remark that comes after is...oh u are so fat now...thank you...u have just given me more reason to be fatter in order to live up to your expectation and definition of fat....

"jesus is my virtue, and judas is the demon i cling to"

Thank You and Regards,

The Graceful Swine

(that has yet to be defeated by an angry bird)







I'M BAAAACCKKK!!!!!!!!