kehadapan mu

i started work today...it was.......as anyone would say,a bit of a blur...ive never felt so unsure of myself.

until.....

this was tucked underneath my windscreen wipers



si pahlawan konon gagah dan gundiknya

i guess it is true wat people say,behind every grey cloud there is you...

and you are truly...

aku

• aku suke tgk tv..cite bodoh skali pon aku akan tgk...even tho i am cursing at the tv screen every 5 minutes
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• aku suke bace cartoon baby blues dlm akhbar news straits times...aku mase kecik i had this affinity for reading articles abt rape cases....mungkin sebab horror,mungkin sebab takot,mungkin sebab horny or mungkin sebab pelik dan ingin tahu..i dont knw why....and i still do sometimes now
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• aku tak suke keadaan diri aku sekarang yg selalu sensitive dan cepat naik hangin..mungkin nk period....mungkin aku cepat emo...mungkin engkau yg tak reti-reti
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• aku punye boobs may not be the biggest,but its bigger than yours!!!!!! i secretly wish i had the balls to say that to the faces of those yg mcm perasan aku tkder perasaan
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• aku nanti akan bekerja,alhamdulillah...ko ade kerja yang bes dan glamour?aku tkde tp bes kalau ade..kalau tkde pon i pretend that it will be so i can feel good abt myself and ultimately better than u!! i am entitled to be someone great in my own head kan...at least
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• aku suke nombor genap dari ganjil....i might have mentioned that before bt what the hell.
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• aku dulu mase darjah 4 selalu berangan yg aku ni seorang whiz kid who is an FBI agent and a medical doctor at once...and is also dating nick carter exclusively after meeting him dkt skolah rendah aku di tmn permata selepas concert sulung mereka (di tapak perhimpunan skolah aku)...during those times i run around the hse with a red gun (yg gune nk pancis api dapur tuh) stuck in my pants and occasionally drawn out ala agent dana scullly to shoot imaginary baddies....
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• aku ade someone yang sayang aku dan aku sayang balik...do you?ade,takde,maybe,takpe...

aku happy je....peek -a-boo,i see you!