o, hello

I feel…..relieved? well I guess I shld be…alhamdulillah i passed my recent exams with colours that I need to proceed to the next semester…aaah yes,,next semester,the second semester n God willing will be my last n final semester as an undergraduate student…….wow..how does that make me feel? Excited,anxious,thrilled,scared,eager,happy,sad..basically enuff emotions that cn make u feel sick in the stomach…4 yrs sure do fly by unnoticed n hardly felt…mcm tak puas gitu..altho there were few points throughout those years worth to be erased…and of course many more memories worth cherished.

last saturday was sayang's open hse as well as a kenduri for his parents pilgrimage...doakan for their safety yeah...well i suppose as a girlfriend,obviously i hv to step up to the plate and do what i hv to do...so i went there slightly earlier konon tried to help out but in the end all did was borak-ing with his cousins....heheh...ok la tu kan...but it was fun,the food was great n it was a really really windy day...thnk goodness no one was wearing a toupee....kalau tak tu gerenti terbang...pictures will be posted once i get it from dydy...

anyway my ramblings are becoming dry n boring...looking forward to some domesticity soon...rite sweetness....n am sort of looking forward to school as well...who doesnt like the last day of school, what more the last semester..insyaAllah....

toodle tots..

what a pooper

i am utterly and overly disappointed...devastated as well...! why!why! u may ask....well i came across a video on youtube courtesy of people.com...it was a video of the Hanson brothers,y'knw the MMMbop phenomena, and their families ok....dammit they are all married with babies....n TAYLOR,the one i used to have a major crush on,who used to look like a girl,is now a confirmed DILF...!!! DILF=Dad I Love To F*&%k...call me lame,pathetic,unbelievably a loser,but yeah,i myself did not expect how this could afect me...dah lah bini dier hot..n he has 3 revoltingly cute children.,...3 ok!! n he is only 2 yrs older than me...gos they do seem a bit amish or mormon..hehe....but yeah...this is a totally teeny-bopper entry ok....ignore it....owh n another devastatig news for me,neil patrick harris, Doogie Howser M.D,yeah,gay...gayer as any gay can be....a double blow for me...what's next huh?

cotton

holidays are here again,but obviously not here to stay....its day 5 of a 3 week holiday n so far ive done nothing except the usual...tido,tgk tv,tido n more tv..the usual recipe n remedy for the holiday blues? hehe..anyway the recent exams were....HARD....especially this one core paper which i am so freakishly scared of failing...i hope n pray that i'll pass everything...i'd even accept monochromatic colours as oppose to flying cheerful ones...tapi hati ini tidak berhenti mengharap.insyaAllah.please help my grades..enuff of that i guess...dwelling on it too much would only spoil my 'splendid' hols...





i just created an avatar of me on facebook like a character on the simpsons...my avatar is named stella moon fry...yeah i know its not very original considering its similar to river pheonix's sisters' name,soleil moon fry..their parents must've been consuming too much shrooms during the flower power days...anyway i think ive been staying away from blogging for a very long time....i feel its a bit useless for me now...im guessing its more of my malaise self that is keeping me from continuing...n also probably with my dwindling memory capacity..hahahah.....lepas exam gosh the sponge-like brain has wilted and loss all its absorbing abilities...the sponge-brain has endured too many bontot kuali..dh worn out...not to say that it was good at absorbing when it was supposed to tapi tu la hakikatnya....as u get older the mushy thing filling up ur cranium gets mushier...?heheh....watching tonnes of tv now is not particularly helping either....





i am currently obsessed with heroes....ive been watching the first 7 episodes of season 2 n now im anxiously waiting for the 8th one...mcm kalau boleh i just want the episodes to just keep coming....n not having to wait for the next episodes to be shown in the US n wait patiently for my darling bf download it for me....the suspense is killing me....n thy lame self is lamer as i often daydream that i have some super ability pastu mcm related to the petrellis or better im more powerful ke tp tk sedar lagi...yes, this is not yet the threshold of my grand lame self....





"i dont know why but it seems like everything is happening not as how i expect it to happen..i know that that's usually the case,but cant u please leave something for me to be proud of....my choices,my decisions,my ideas,my life...? thank u can never be enuff for all the things that uve done for me,but as i move on further with my life im seeing a pattern here,organic and somewhat expected....the phrase expect the unexpected doesnt apply here...its more of expect what is expected....from experience n precedence,it all turns out good,hunky dory n all,but that uneasy feeling in the gut transcends the bitter aftertaste of stale milk.."

i miss u incessantly ticking me off just for the shear joy of hearing my leteran...