the grace of a swine

owh nak tambah citer....n tambah kebimbo-an aku...last weekend oso i tersepit my,,,head kat sayang's car....basically the door was heavy n it had this mechanism where it closes itself kalau terbuka half way...so while i was trying to pull the door to close it shut,it banged my head instead,..so my head was sandwiched between the door n d car nyer frame tuh..sakit gile ok....it still is till now...tapi yg kelakar nye i cried like a baby....i was bawling..initially becoz of the pain but mostly i was really angry and frustrated with the door and my high n mighty clumsiness....when im really mad,i usually feel like hitting something...in this case the door was very convenient....but since he cherishes the car mcm anak sendiri,i cldnt do anything...so i ended up nangis mcm beruk...and channeling my anger towards him...poor my sayang...together with past pent up frustration and the throbbing pain on my temples aku pon menangis lagi ter esak2 depan mamat aku cinta sorang ni....hiehehe malu pon ade......and that was my weekend...SAYANG i laaaaaavv uuuuu!!!!!

i have 3 very cute kittens living in my oven

its been a very long time since i last updated....well, i have been busy...busy doing absolutley nothing...hahah...the end to my practical training is drawing near...n the last few weeks were spent on site doing basically nothing...for the past month or so lah i go to the site in petaling jaya...its somewhere in kg medan which was made famous with its fatal brawls between the malays and indians a few yrs back.....sometimes it can get pretty boring in the site office that we would actually just sleep,gossip,read magazines and put on nail polish...this does mkae me sound very dumb,...mcm tak payah la ko blajar susah2 masuk uni...from my observation,when u work in the construction industry,kalau project dah nak siap or there isnt any,things can be pretty slow...tapi when there is a project at hand,u wont be able to have time to even breathe..

last weekend i was very lucky to snag myself tickets to watch nidji's showcase and the 3 diva's concert for free...hahhahaeheh...nidji were hot....sans one guy....the diva's had vocal chords of tremendous and astonishing capabilities...tapi when u put all 3 together,its seems like it was a 'who can sing it better contest'...i dont know why but kris dayanti always likes to dress like a tranny...and ape citer with those humungous sleeves man...actually we should not ridicule siti nurhaliza's dress sense...she was just immitating kris and the other tranny look alikes of indonesia...poor siti..mesti dier ingat cool nak pakai lengan baju besar2,baju warna warni mcm bendera,kelip2 plak tuh bile tgk kris pon pki centu....ruth sahanaya however exudes classic elegance.....i guess the age factor rendered her with wisdom in both her vocal prowess and terrific fashion sense....

owh,recently pon i got to watch mukhsin.....with all the hype and the fact that it won the grand jury award in berlin it stamped itself as a must see...aku pon tgk lah...frankly it didnt tickle my fancy...at all....mungkin org lain find the movie heartwarming and sweet plus fuzzzy on the sides...i however found the main actors i:e orked and mukhsin's acting very dry...hehe dry?is it just me but doesnt sharifah aryana's voice sound even more coarse than a guy who has been suffering from acute bronchitis?heheh trok kan i...tapi scarry ok...and it doesnt help that she delivers her lines monotonously....mcm dier anak android...bukan manusia....i dono la kalau citer tu kene censor byk kat sini but some scenes tak flow molek...a bit patchy here n there and painfully slow at times.......out of 5 stars il give it 2.85. tetapi 300...WHOAH...is all i can say..i watched it twice n its still not enuff....that movie ah,menaikkan semangat gile ok...my patriotisme has sky rocketed since watching that movie...i think they shld show that movie mase buat program biro tatanegara tuh...'

is it wrong to bask in someone eleses happiness? is it wrong to find comfort in the past? and is it wrong to want more out of something perfect?haih bile la aku nak dapat duit over time aku...my teeth needs scaling....

golden churn

let see,last year my brithday celebration was 3 days long..this year,erm...a week....hahahaha..melampau aku ni...but turning 22 this yr came with a lot of suprises.......from amazing presents to quaint get togethers,sangat bes......i dont want to gloat but wat the heck kan,its my bday n i am allowed to gloat all i want......

List of pressies that i got:

1. a very very pretty floral dress-from hotness of course!!
2. a very very pretty handbag-from hotness's mum
3.a very very pretty blue bracelet-from aween
4.a very very pretty and sexy bra and g-string(much to sayang's amusement la)-from khalisa,ollie and munirah
5. a pair of very pretty and cute shoes- from kak jaja
6. a small red oriental pouch- from kak fieza
7.an uber cool mug with coasters- from fashran , amirul and nani
8.and a suprise bday get together-won't be made possible if not for the culprits namely kaye and aween..

thank u so much to all of my frends and family for all ur bday wishes,and big thanks also to those who came to my little bday makan2........

i am so terharu.......i have amazingly great people around me....and for that i am utterly grateful..