one year later
My last post is almost a year ago....it's dusty and filthy and oh so insignificant....the graceful swine that is....if u guys had guess correctly, the last post was about the new arrival of my MyVi....the first of many more financial commitments to come....and a year later my beloved "bullet of a pedophile" got stolen....may he rest in piece and may the robber rot in his own piss...Astagha...
NOthing much has changed for the past one year..i am still working at the same place....not much progress there either....i still do have weird and borderline psychotic imagery how that place can be destroyed to ruins yet all of the staff are miraculously safe....just so i can run away from the responsibility of having to be right 110% of the time...(when i can only manage to score a 45)....
I realise now that what i use to believe is right only appears so on the surface....what is underneath....gosh darn it...i smack my head in disbelief.....that is just shear folly on my side....
oh by the way....i got married to him 3 months ago....and life has been pretty much the same and exactly how i imagined it would be for all this while only its better....real life experience have actually superseded my insatiable imagination for the impossible....
...30 May 2010....beat that you nay sayers....hahahah...
i still slap myself for assurance and where modestly to bed in case JAIS walks in on us because i still cannot believe that we are married....
I wouldn't say it was easy....we had about less than 2 months to prepare and get our shit together.....and not forgetting the endless weddings of ours.....kitorang kawen bukan wedding of the year...instead its weddings for the whole year....as i look back on that less-than-2-months period of non-stop choosing the right lace, the right made-up face to go with the lace, the food to stuff our face, the simple decorations to save my "water-face", the un-explainable hormonal ridden tear-jerking moments at mamaks and supermarkets.....the "bride-zilla" who ate me.................................................................it was all worth it....coz at the end of the day now...it is me who you are with, and it is you who i will respect, care and honour...sampai ke syurga kot!!!
favourite activity...hands down.....nyeheheh
And hopefully InsyaAllah, regardless of whatever good or bad that comes our way, I hope, pray and damn well work my ass off for us to be good.........
ok till next year........
NOthing much has changed for the past one year..i am still working at the same place....not much progress there either....i still do have weird and borderline psychotic imagery how that place can be destroyed to ruins yet all of the staff are miraculously safe....just so i can run away from the responsibility of having to be right 110% of the time...(when i can only manage to score a 45)....
I realise now that what i use to believe is right only appears so on the surface....what is underneath....gosh darn it...i smack my head in disbelief.....that is just shear folly on my side....
oh by the way....i got married to him 3 months ago....and life has been pretty much the same and exactly how i imagined it would be for all this while only its better....real life experience have actually superseded my insatiable imagination for the impossible....
...30 May 2010....beat that you nay sayers....hahahah...
i still slap myself for assurance and where modestly to bed in case JAIS walks in on us because i still cannot believe that we are married....
I wouldn't say it was easy....we had about less than 2 months to prepare and get our shit together.....and not forgetting the endless weddings of ours.....kitorang kawen bukan wedding of the year...instead its weddings for the whole year....as i look back on that less-than-2-months period of non-stop choosing the right lace, the right made-up face to go with the lace, the food to stuff our face, the simple decorations to save my "water-face", the un-explainable hormonal ridden tear-jerking moments at mamaks and supermarkets.....the "bride-zilla" who ate me.................................................................it was all worth it....coz at the end of the day now...it is me who you are with, and it is you who i will respect, care and honour...sampai ke syurga kot!!!
favourite activity...hands down.....nyeheheh
And hopefully InsyaAllah, regardless of whatever good or bad that comes our way, I hope, pray and damn well work my ass off for us to be good.........ok till next year........
posted by soedaydah at 7:53 AM
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