helo again

helo blog...

i think ive been gone for almost half a yr,n trust me a lot of things has happened..i am currently in the midst of completing my thesis....something i shld be doing now instead of writing here....but i was going thru my older posts n i thot what a waste if i didnt write anymore...i think blogging actually helped me in being expressive...something i desperately need to have to write my thesis....which is due in less than 2 weeks.....can u imagine the pressure.....i knw i can,as im living it!!!

the idealist side of me is thinking that i should sleep now so i can wake up early tomorrow n start on analyzing my data.....such an ideal notion which i think might not even see the light of day.....however the practical side of me is trying to push that notion aside and actually force myself to stick to what i know is right n must be done......DAMMIT soedaydah, if u want it so bad,why can't u act or do as if it is the last ultimate thing....

oh n while going thru my old posts n pics, i noticed 3 yrs ago my double chin was hardly noticable...right now i go thru great pain and anguish clenching my jaw to hide it.....what happen la.....i think i am going to be active again here.....