Of superflous sweetness..

This was written in 6 May 2005...He was away for National Service for 2 years..

The day came and went. when anticipation and desire overpowers

logic, the gut churns and you'll feel nauseated. Yes, it took that

long for him to come home. But one look at this boy, priceless...The

first thing that hits you, is, who is this stranger? And then, like a

rush from some harmful substance, you realize, the familiarities of

how life was before, flashing infront of your eyes. the momentum as

fluid as the LRT, yet soundless and slow as if time stopped. 4 days of

escapism. 4 days of hysterical laughter. 4 days of jolting electrical

shocks. And ultimately, 4 days of euphoria. i should just name this

entry as The Unforgetable 4 Days.

i wrote that last friday.....its suppose to be longer...but the others

were irrelevant....

im not sure if this is fathomable....whether am i able to relay what

im trying to say....but it was really how i felt....the moment before

i got on the train on saturday,until u sent me back to kaed on

thursday....

I wrote A LOT of crappy, sappy, CORNY stuff regarding our relationship back then....Funnily, i can't even string something close to romantic (in the conventional sense of course; i find YOLO even romantic now) lately. Is it due to contentment? complacency? comfort? the same feeling of familiarity that i mentioned previously? 

5 years later from this sappy thing, and after 7 years in total of corny-ness, we got married, and have been for 2 years..Alhamdulillah....yes..that's THE word that best describes everything..Alhamdulillah