CNY

i am very great full for this year's CNY..mainly because my office is closed for an extra two days...but the down side of it is that the extra 2 days will be taken off from our annual leave...but for me any day without work is good enough for me....i guess this would be the only long holiday i could savour this year....it's totally dope being a malaysian,i guess part of our tolerance for each other is because we 'celebrate' everyone's holidays and festivals.....if merry-making means holiday for all what is there not to be joyous about.... what i am excited to share here is my rock climbing experience....he asked me to tag along with his bff to try out rock climbing at camp 5...the largest indoor rock climbing facility in asia (or is it the world-tak ingat)...i was reluctant at first...how could i not be...you see i am the most unfit person u could ever meet on the street....ive never exercised..altho i eat relatively healthy stuff,i dont run, i dont play sports,the only physical activity i do is probably walking up n down the stairs of my house,driving to work and the weekly perusing in shopping malls.....so my apprehension at first was valid la of course...but ive always wanted to try out things which seemed impossible for me to accomplish...and rock climbing is one of them....so dengan tekadnye aku pon nak join la....suprisingly when we got there i was really psyched about doing it....especially after watching (with my mouth wide open in awe) this really small ang-moh kid probably not older than 3,scaling a 12 meter high wall...EFFORTLESSLY! aku pon pk if she can do it so cn i....so after a short briefing on what to do i was actually called out first to volunteer (more of rela dalam paksa) to try out climbing a boulder....ini utk beginners la...the most ive ever climbed is a ladder itu pon nak tukar curtain kat umah.....and that was wat the trainer answered when i asked how do i climb..."have u ever climbed a ladder?" so aku pon dgn gagahnye pon panjat....dgn sgt tak graceful..the picture below will illustrate how i am nt the most graceful climber with my fat arse in full view....to make things short, aku berjaya panjat boulder tersebut,terjun bedebuk mcm buah nangka oversize,panjat satu lagi wall yg lebih tinggi tanpa harness,kemudian memanjat wall setinggi 8 m dgn harness (twice),akan tetapi kerana ke-tak-fit-an diri,i failed to scale the 12 m high wall yg budak kecik tu boleh buat 2 kali...my arms were killing me....i cldnt carry my body weight for more than 6 m perhaps...altho the trainer was coaxing me that i cld do it bt i just couldnt...BUT!!! even tho i wasnt able to do the last bit, i am very very very proud of myself....because I TRIED!! the point is even though i couldnt get it on the first try,i didnt feel like a total loser and a failure,because i tried,and i know i can do it,it's just my body and mind is not accustomed to pushing myself to great limits that is totally out of my comfort zone...so with a little bit of practice and a lot of pushing and prodding and nudging and what not,aku akan berjaya menuju puncak.....i am actually considering of enrolling myself in this thing instead of a gym ke ape....partly because its fun....and partly because the guys there are hot..org yg memanjat,dan yg ajar memanjat.....sampaikan ade yg berjaya membuat aku perasan yg he was hitting on me a little...a tiny,minuscule flirting action went on,even tho my boyfriend was there..heheh....itu lagi la membakar semangat...but the fuel yg membakar semangat aku,itu lah boyfriend aku....i wanted to prove to him that his pudgy girlfriend can do it....and ended up proving to myself that i'm not so bad after all....so i hope with this newfound hope and perhaps a tiny speck of confidence, i will walk into my office this friday, with the feeling that i can do it.....i knw ill still screw up here n there,but life isnt so bad after all...no screw ups can't be fixed....even tho you make me feel like im an un-fixable major screw up....

the boulder for beginners ye..tgk budak sebelah aku tu...hilang mojo aku.

this sport is quite unflattering if u r not adriyana lima..my grand arse for everyone to view with utter horror

so pendek kate this experince totaly rocked my CNY....thans to you...i love me and i love you too *pats own self*

p.s-sesiape yg single,or not single but loves to mingle,try out camp 5 at one utama....fine male and female specimens can be found....

so tell me

so tell me what i want,what i really really want,....i wanna ha' i wana ha' (3x) i wanna zig a zag ah..

itu lagu wannabe kan...kot im not so sure myself....haih, n the journey continues .....a never ending meandering and mind boggling search for these three things; passion. determination. and what the hell am i going to do for the rest of my able life...why i say able because our 'shelf life' for employment expires at 55 kan....

and ive left this space bare for so long,i guess that pretty much says a lot abt my life right now...

on a happier note, we just hit the 6 years mark....what can i say sayang,life is NEVER a dull moment with you.....i am soo looking forward to PGL next month...you certainly hit the right chord there bebeh..and u just earned urself major scores!!!

ok nak tido bye!!!