a doggy one

i left the rottweiler panting for more...
i left him in a cage full of regrets,
he howls, as he shouts,
for me he calls out,
my mercy he begs, on all fours with humility,
as i the holder of his liberty,
preserve his submission,
in the dim-lighted alleys of my heart.

impiana

it has been 2 blardy days that me n my mates at work have done absolutely nothing at d office....our super(bos) was away n left us with nothing to do......doing absolutely nothing,killing time by doing nothing else but breath is just absurd....very notorious to one's sanity...how can anyone survive extreme boredom...?aku ni suke merengek kan....tapi all that time spent on nothing at the office n doing nothing at home are two completely different things...kat rumah u dont do anything pon can be considered as sheer bliss...all uve accomplished is pissing of ur parents...

its going to be a long weekend......i noticed that my juices only flow when i im feeling low.(haha bunyi mcm rhyme...im so lame)..what juice? jus oren seems to be a malaysian favourite...any tv drama kalau scene pegi restaurant mesti order fresh oren....herm talking bt rhyming,apa kata i list down weird things associated with me........

1. im obsessed with even numbers....could it be that i have a slight obsessive compulsive disorder? i get agitated when i see the volume dial kat radio kete nombor 13 ke 17 ke 23 ke....it must be even to me!!! 14 ke,34 ke or 6..and i hate it when someone only smacks one buttcheek....i throw tantrums n beg them to smack the other one...takleh lebih atau kurang....oh dear..

2.i like to drink meylow....it is not some new brew at starbucks..neither is it a new coctail concoction.....it is infact milo.....thats just how i like to pronounce it...

3.erm there are actually too many to list down......i sound as if i am a 90 pounds,double f cup,dumbblonde.....

menempuhi hari hari kebosanan has affected my thoughts........the cranium is empty....*echo echo*

i should end this nonsense now........some say its best to say very little than say too much.....

frust menonggeng

its been eons since i last posted anything here.....the end of 2006 is just around the corner..have i drafted any new year resolutions...?not yet..but i may have an inkling what they would be....
what is new with me...let see,i spent my holidays doing nothing as always....and now ive started my internship for 4 months....its almost a month....for a person who has never been employed her entire life,its been ok....thank god im doing it with 2 of my other frens.....i notice that from the 5 lines ive written my writings have become very mundane and dreary........well actually that is how i feel like sometimes...especially lately.......

do u know the feeling of having everything,yet u still think ur missing on the little details that would make ur life feel complete?for example ur 5 yrs old, ur father just bought u ur first bicycle,all shiny,and pink with all d necessary trimmings,tapi u still feel uve come short of some certain happiness, untill u stick on a 'my little pony and friends' sticker on d handle bars or kat basket dier.complaining will make u seem discontented and unappreciative.....tapi siapa boleh terangkan pergolakan yg berlaku ini.....u feel it,u can taste it everytime u swallow,yet it is still an untangible entity.......hummmdummdoobeedoo....maybe i havent given enough to receive enough.....

owh well,i still dont know how to upload pics here properly....mcm lembap giler babi.....mcm nk give up je benda alah ni....mcm nak lepas geram tapi mcmane....mcm kene stop ckp mcm...its like to the americans the over used word 'like'.......

to u out there,how r u really..?..

owh on another note, whenever depressed,get ur hair fixed.....if done properly,wonderful results awaits u.......i didnt know how a fringe n a few inches off lifts 20% of whats depressing u.....