Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Something we should think about (courtesy of The Fray)

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blameAnd you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
{Repeat the chorus four times}

Friday, January 12, 2007

soft cookies

thank god its friday....some may think fridays are when the week actually starts...where all the fun and excitement begins...some may think that a friday is when it all ends...some may believe it would be a day that will end all days...for me today,its just like any other friday..hachoooo..i like to add in my sneeze to this post...gives it more character perhaps....just to be fair to the monitor after having to reluctantly receive my germ infested sneeze...
it has been quite a week this week....i just started doing part time work on monday...phoah suraya,never in her life has she been employed before pastu skarang is juggling 2 workloads at a time....so for this coming few weeks i'll be working from 9am to 9pm.........sometimes stretching up to 10 plus...not to mention the work i have to lug home....my car is again a storage facility cum wardrobe cum extended legs...eheheheh....tapi yg tiringnye is the commute...because of the hours im on the road are usually during the time where everybody else decides to be on the road...so u can imagine the traffic jams i have to endure everyday...haih....dulu i was cocky to say that i think its more a driving experience driving a manual,but now i cant wait to save up and buy an automatic transmission car.....tapi tak slim2 gak my legs...owh bugger..
im looking forward to tonite's dinner...i think....its a small reunion among classmates yg skang pon tgh bekerja....exchanging work problems and stress kot....comparing who has the most workload,who's got the better pay,who's company is bigger than the other...heheheheh....im just assuming jer....

tomorrow is the 13th of jan.....4 years and more counting.......i will wait for you....waiting is what we do our whole lives...so what is a few years more...kan?

am about to head back now.....i need to sleep...rindu nak tido undisturbed......and to u out there,whoever u are,dont fret,dont worry n dont question....yes sometimes its good that ppl perceive u in ways that u may think is undeserving of u....what they dont know,would save u from a lot of hurt....as they say,ignorance is bliss....ignoring the finer points could turn u bitter.....strike a balance between the 2 n i guess u'll b fine...