catch 22

this past few weeks have been nerve-wrecking..........often i wonder what week and what day am i currently living now....
on some days the heat has been like the gates of hell have been unleashed..
on other days the torrential rains are so vicious as if in those catastrophical movies........
but today it had to be hot........
and i had to wear my black velour jacket in the blazing hot sun
doing site investigation.......

a few weeks back was my close friend's wedding......it was my first ever wedding that i had no blood ties with the bride n groom....and i went there at my own account and made me feel so grown up......
i could write endlessly about it but i think i'd rather gather a few string of sentences to express how the day went..........it was beautiful.....to me it was perfect......altho it wasnt ur usual $60,000 dollar wedding with all the unnecessary frills and frou frou and protocol and cumbersome mak andam fiasco.....it was a pastoral family affair sans the noisy annoying shrilly mak cik.......the bride was statuesque,the groom was handsome n in his own element and the mosque where they were solemnised was a picture of serenity....pictures will be posted soon......

to nawal and farzwa,may wedded bliss and togetherness will forever be....i know its corny......its a wedding for gods sake..

i have to run for class......
i need a shower.....
i need to release..
i need you....

only two posts suraya?that couldnt be.....u talk more than u actually think...
u can say i was on a hiatus for 2 in a half weeks......
the usual holidays.....boring to the core....
the whole world is embracing the rush that is brought by the world cup.......
unfortunately i am not sharing this massive euphoria of football
with a few billion other ppl.......
but i do keep myself a bit updated...

owh....'it' didnt happen...
'it' here refers to the trip that could have been...
a short 400km drive down south.......
crossing the straits.........
the crisp pages are still empty....
ok...enough lamenting about that......
'it' will happen one day.......

about a month ago a friend of mine passed away....
this was the second time something like this has happened in my lifetime....
i was 17 when a classmate of mine died in a tragic accident....
now recently a classmate of mine died of an illness.........
both of them happened very suddenly.......
both of them gave me the same effect........
i think on everybody else as well when they learn of someone's passing........
ur jolted with mega watts of harsh reality that death is lingering nearby.......
yet i am still where i am where i was where i hope i wont be for long.......

owh i haven't really mewar2kan to the world of the arrival of my niece.....
although she was born 7 months ago,not much of an announcement....
but she is beautiful.....like me...hahahahaah.....
she is vain tho.....definitely like me.......
baru 7 bulan dah pandai check herself out in d mirror..
suke pakai baju with lots of frills and pink n girly......
wants to have what big girls have....
funky bracelets,long wavy hair,sport watches,a boyfriend,owh n boobs.....
she wants to grow up sp quickly.....
she highly sees and regards herself of being everything but a baby........
hahahahahhaha.......
owh n 4 of her teeth are growing.......she also likes to bite.....
i am to her a 90 pounds life-size hairy teether.........
and she is HELWA....
girl, great things r in store for u......
and i love her to bits........
it really sux when i see her during those times of the month that
ur egg-producing factory is in high gear.......
makes me want to kidnap dydy,drag him to sungai golok,
kawen n make a busload of babies......
if only......hhhhmmmmmm...

whizzzing off to bed......
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