we got that magic

me vainly showing off my new haircut

we look happy that fashran is leaving-yes indeed there is peace again in this world


im like this most of the time in class-berangan mode on (haida and tasha in disturbia)




i may be 23 bt im a mak nenek at heart

L-R=shakir,jenal,fashran,me,amirul,amiaq,aween,haida n tasha
2004-2008=4 years that we will never get back
5 years of my youth being well spent with awesome people

ok, maybe the pictures are abt the same bt we are all certainly not!!! these bunch of people are just 1/7th of the people in my class of 63...this was taken abt a few days ago to celebrate fashran's move to the UK nk buat masters dier....he'll be leaving tomorow so good riddance!!!! hahaah kidding dear...at first i thot this post would be abt the man himself but i guess it wouldnt be fair to the rest and i think without all of us in that picture and probably the other 54, it would be hard to describe him or all of us for that matter....so i think im going to write abt each of them..kalau boleh ah...here goes.

you see out of 63 (or is it 64) students in my class, there are only 14 boys...yeah pretty sad huh,esp for me when i just love boys..hahah...and u can just imagine the chaos when we have to divide into groups for class projects and assignments, they will be lined up like live stock and we girls will be bargaining for them to be in our groups...hahaha..."aku nk shakirrr or aku nk fashran!wei aku chop fashran or amiaq dulu.or take a number"...we rotate the boys ever so often like male gigolos and sometimes we just stick to one guy as we prefer his 'services' rather than the others..hahahahh...shakir is the guy u talk to about boy-girl relationships...this sweet fella however is a sucker for love....he falls ever so often and he falls hard....do not let his hard and big exterior intimidate u,because he is a soft hearted person and adorable (and sometimes very gullible too)...amirul is an annoying bloke!!! hahah annoying in a good way....we love to pick on each others' flaws or mostly our flabs but he does it with good intentions of course...some may perceive him as a casanova, (hahahah) bt mere perception does not justify the man....girls do not fall prey to him,it is more of the other way around in his case,and worry not my dear friend, she is out there and love will come to you when u least expect it....among all the boys in the picture, i dont knw amiaq quite well as the others but he is,i foresee would be a political figure some day..hahahah...amiaq ade gaya,mutu dan keunggulan...he and his best buddy mamu (not here in d pic)i suppose would become the next datuk seri with their trophy wives with massive head of hair held together with industrial-strength hairspray and mousse....hey bt that is a gud thing right?hopefully when that happens senang2 kan la utk aku dptkan AP nanti kalau aku plan nk jual kete..oh n amiaq had an ex named suraya....??hahaha...jenal...wow..jenal...will always have a special place in my heart....i knew him on the first day of our studio class in matrix 5 yrs ago..he sat behind me,i said hi,he said hi back,and we havent stopped from saying hi to each other untill now...or smpi bebile pon...u see,matrix wasnt the best year for me...i wanted to be an architect so much that time,bt then i realize i wasnt cut out for it at all....i draw and build models like a kindergarten-er and he was there to witness my pitfalls and embarrassing moments during model presentations....he is so sweet to not hurt my feelings when i ask him to comment on my projects even though it looked like a llama barfed it in the morning...he would comfort me when i felt like giving up and was never short of absurd stories n jokes...yg besnye kan,because he went to a top islamic high school i would normally come to him when i had my doubts or questions abt faith and he never fails to amaze me...wht i love abt him is he never questions or judges a person...he is the catalyst that gels us all together...NO ONE is ever beefed with jenal...u knw jenal,(i dont think he reads this)u were one of the reasons i dtg studio without fail mase matrix dulu...kalau tk aku dh mati kebosanan dan kesepian dlm studio 9....ok lastly abt fashran....aku knal dier pon mase matrix...aku jenal n fashran kan slalu je kelas same seeing as to our names are the last few letters in the alphabet (jenal=zainal,me=suraya,fashran=wan mohd fashran) so nk tknk aku akan slalu la in the same class with this 2 ding-dongs.....fashran ni boleh tahan la jambu dier (ppl say la,i on the other hand think he is more of a nangka than a jambu)..so my girlfrens dulu mesti tanye i fashran cute tk hari ni,fashran buat ape hari ni,fashran is soo cute n dreamy....aaarrgghhh!! eventually we became friends and wld normally hang out la sket2 dulu kt pj....he turned out ok,tkde la jack ass pon,gedik je....i remember in one class dulu he came in late so the teacher gave him (n all of us) a punishment by doing an early morning exercise..so fashran was to lead us and he had to do jumping jacks in front of the whole class....hahahah...not so jambu now huh....pastu masuk main campus..and there was this one point in time where we wer reeallly close.....i think time tu sayang left for NS in sgpore for 2 yrs....we hung out almost every day...makan,tgk wayang,karaoke,talk cock,isap ghokok n stuff.....i guess we shared the same interest i:e that being food and makan la kan....time bf aku tkde memang aku made it clear to my guy frends yg im just using them...hahaha n that sounded so wrong....using them bukanye ape....it can get pretty boring in uia.,so we were eachother's form of entertainment...bukan dgn fasran sorang je k,so dont speculate yg bukan2....i had other men too in my life..muahahah..the both of us would exchange views on life,whine abt the opposite sex,school,friends and family or the simple pleasures of our gross bodily functions(berry2,kentut dan activity mengorek idung dlm kete konon org tk nmpk)....he is (was?) also a responsible friend....agak menjaga jugak budak ni pasal kwn2 dier....come to think of it all my guy friends are responsible and respect me even tho i was considered one of the boys....yes to some of them i am just another guy with long hair and probably bigger (man) boobs..hahahah....kalau lelaki2 lain blh je jadi animal dan mengambil kesempatan terhadap aku dgn rakusnya bt ive always felt safe going out with all of them....same goes with fashran.....although we dont hang out as much as we did back then,and i guess after tomorrow the good times we had will be left as memories,i am glad that he has finally found someone that would be his everything.....im happy for them...ucapan selamat kpd kamu berdua.....whats not to be happy abt,any new found love shld be celebrated...

ok enuff abt the boys,lets move on to the girls....tasha is the sweetest thing and altho we dont usually hang out with the same crowd we do share a lot of memorable moments together..that is one thing i like abt these friends mine...we may have our own cliques and groupies but we can all sit together and have a hell of a good time regardless...oh n my dear be careful when doing laundry especially baju2 kecik tu.....duduk sebelah umah sewa lelaki ade idiosyncrasies nye....haida pula adalah kawanku yg sgt baik dan 'pure'...even though aku beza dgn dier bgi langit dan bumi,she accepts me for who i am tanpa doubts and reservations....and i love her for that....she has strong principles and convictions which i think is rare nowadays...we may not see eye to eye on certain things but the differences innate in us is what binds us all together..all of us for that matter..aween pula ade la antara very intelligent person that i knw..all of my friends are intelligent for that matter,which leaves me,...errr where ah?hahahhah....i share a lot of things with her and so does she....i respect her for being able to maintain her cool and composure when things are notalways the way it seems and she is someone who is wise beyond her years...she dismisses my pre-conceived idea of what a typical CBN-er is....hahaha kene jugak selit pasal tu....dier la teman aku gossip,bounce off ideas,makan,dan bermacam2 lagi...dan aku sgt suke yg she is with someone that she had been wanting (lusting!) for 3 years....which proves kita akan dpt apa yg kita nak kalau hati kite luhur mencintai...waheh!!!

so to fashran,good luck in pursuing ur master's....my advice is love like u never loved before and live like u never lived before....and hopefully insyAllah u'll make it to my wedding coz i need a photographer who is willing to do it probono..although what u guys think of me is irrelevent,ntah suke ke tak suke ke aku tk kesah...hahhehh...because to me all of u rawk my world!!,to the Penta's, especially u,u,u,u,u,u,u,u aaaand u....terima kasih kerana persahabatan yang tiada sempadan.....the support,help,encouragement and comfort that all of u have given me...and of course the endless talk cock sessions and pee-inducing laughing moments yg sumpah akan membuat kite sentiasa muda dan sehat selalu...thank you for making life a lot less sucky and a whole lot of fun!!!!!!!