Monday, September 15, 2008

to Juliana

im contemplating whether i shld cut my hair or not...nothing wrong with it as it is,it's probly because i need something new pastu the current length and fly-aways and kebosanan yg teramat sgt cld be fixed with a new do..

aaaaanyway, ive been catching the facemakers on tv a few times and i am at awe with the dedication and sincerity that the surgeons and specialists have at a particular miami hospital..u see this show is basically about a group of surgeons and specialists specializing in re-constructive surgery that does not include boob jobs,face lifts and penis enlargement miracles...they mainly work on children who were born with severe or mild deformities and those impaired because of accidents or illnesses..i cry a little inside everytime i watch this show...mainly because of the massive surgeries these young children have to go thru and how the doctors bersama2 merangka strategi dan procedures to make life seem slightly better for them...but most of all,aku sbenarnye takot setiap kali menonton this show...from what i see, most of these kids are deformed because of some genetic anomaly or mutation..basically the genes la....the parents can be 2 very good looking individuals but are blessed with a child that not only does not resemble them at all,but may not even look humanly sometimes..like this girl who i dnt think is any older than 3,has a condition called treacher collins disease..(i dono if u call it a disease)..bt basically it is a facial cranial deformity or disfigurement and in Juliana's case it is very severe...pendek kate la when she was born, her face was not developed,her eyes were near her ears,n the lids were almost shut,her ears are almost invisible,her nose is undeveloped, her mouth is gaping wide,almost from ear to ear,and she lacks a few facial bones...kalau org melayu dh ckp dh,budak ni separuh ikan flower horn separuh manusia....and klua mastika...dlm umur nye yg mude tu she has undergone 19 surgeries to correct her face....now she has one good eye,she hears with a hearing aid tp actually can only detect the vibrations rather than sound,she breathes and eats thru a tube tp alhamdulillah her brain is not affected at all...she currently communicates thru sign language which has made things more bearable for her as she can communicate with her parents....but what i am mostly amazed is that how strong these kids parents are and how much they love their children even when the future is bleak and people may just shun them because of how their children look like....derang punye sayang n manjakan anak derang kalah ibu bapa yg ade anak normal...which got me thinking....can i ever be that strong if i ever faced such predicament..?will my marriage stand strong against time and all this if it were to happen....MasyaAllah...I can only hope and pray that when the time comes, my child will be healthy and strong and that i will love him or her unconditionally,without even a tiny speck of regret or remorse....
kadang2 bukanye ape, kite tk boleh nk dispel the non-believers as golongan yang dilaknat oleh the Almighty..their heart maybe purer than ours who so proudly parade our holiness on our sleeves...fate, jodoh and His love and compassion is His secret....kita memang tak tahu...

kita memang tak tahu...do you know?

1 Comments:

Blogger Teri Beri said...

You are so astute and wise in your young age. I believe that the bond of parent and child is so strong that one can't help but love ones own child.It's inevitable becuase having children is the only way that we can live forever. Children are our way of immortality!

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