extinction

today can be summed up as being royally sucky...it started already a bit greyish n it gradually turned into uglier shades of poo afterwards....

i noticed that since ive been staying at home, ive started to become extra mushy...ive become so emotional and sensitive that the slightest issue could turn gargantuan....in my world that is...but why shld i take it so hard when clearly there are other worrying issues.....being cooped up at home really doesnt help one's sanity...or rather the lack of it...hahah

"It's a cruel thing you'll never know all the ways I tried
It's a hard thing, faking a smile when I feel,
like I'm falling apart inside"

so what am i supposed to do...what do u suggest a person who is soo lost in her own world, who not only wears her heart on her sleeves but also on her pant legs, shirt collars, and pleats...how do u tell her to stop being the person that she is...how do u tell her to stop from destructing her own self...

i hope tomorrow would be a lot better than today...i can only hope for life to be better for me, for u n for everyone else...hoping alone dah tk guna dh skarang...tomorrow will just be another day of hard knocking n drilling coming from the neighbour's construction...tomorrow will just be another day of feeding the ever so hungry stray cats...tomorrow will just be as disappointing as today...or could it be something else all together?

sayang sahaja hanya lah sayang...